The feeling of being unloved...

I realized that I haven't posted here in almost 10 months.. O_o;; LOL~ So yeah, I'm updating, yay~ :DDD

Anyway, have you heard NEWS' Ai Nante?? It's such a sad, and beautiful song.. ;~; When I first heard it, it made me cry and remember some things that happened in the past.. *sigh* Sad memories..

I decided to translate it into a sing-able tagalog version.. I did that before with Pikanchi Double, and I think I can do it again.. ^__^ Hopefully~

Anyway, since I don't know where I'm going to get an instrumental of Ai Nante, and since I don't know how to play the piano (there're already available piano sheets), then I thought that I'd just post the tagalog lyrics here, and the audio of the a capella.. ^__^ I'd record another track with background music next time (when I have an instrumental or something), haha~ ♥

I translated it from the English translation of Fuu.. ♥ Arigachuu.. *3*

Anyway, please don't steal my translation.. :DDD

Luke - Ai Nante (Tagalog ~ a capella)

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Ga'no na ba ko katagal na naglalakad?
Sa dinaanan ko, luha'y dumadaloy
Nasaktan ako, at ako'y tumakbo palayo
Kung san naroon ka, andito nako

Ang pag-ibig
Ikaw lang para sa'kin
Na nanghihingi ng sobra-sobra pa
Ang pag-ibig
Walang saysay ang buhay.. Kung wala ka,
'Di mabubuhay

Talaga bang mahal mo ko ng buong puso mo?
Hanggang ngayon, 'di sigurado.. Yeah~
Mag-isa 'kong narating ang lugar sa panaginip ko
At naginginig kitang nakita 'don

'Wag kang umiyak
'Di kita iiwan
Kahit na itapon ko ang lahat-lahat
Sa hinaharap
'Di ko alam kung andun ka
At ayaw kong ikaw ay mawala

Ang sikat ng araw na
Suminag sa'yong mukha ay napangiti ako
Dahil tayo'y masaya noon
Hiling ko lang na ang pag-ibig na aking nadama
Ay magpatuloy

(The song is cut, 'cause the radio recording of Ai Nante was also cut.. :PPP) Sorry if the recording is kind of noisy, and it skips sometimes.. ^^;; Aaand, I'm not sure if I did a good job~

Btw, I also sang Heavenly Psycho (check it out :PPP The background echoes too much.. >_>;;), 'cause I love that song so much.. Maybe next time, I could sing some songs that you guys want me to sing.. ^^;; (But please give me instrumentals or I can also sing in a capella)

Next time, remind me not to lie awake and think on my bed..

I went to Angela's place last Saturday with amai_chibi, Pat, and Via.. I was a bit tired, and my body hurt.. >_>;; *sigh*

I didn't really have anything else to do when I arrived at home.. I decided to just set up my external hard disk, then sleep or rest or whatever.. I just didn't feel like doing anything.. I've thought about a lot of things while I was lying on my bed..

1. Sit in front of my computer, eat, brush, take a bath, sleep
2. Fandoms
3. ...STOP DREAMING!
4. Fantasy..
5. LJ..
6. 2006.. 2007..
7. Ryo..
8. Gackt..
9. Dreams..
10. Friends??

Those things.. Haha.. xDDDD

Sit in front of my computer, eat, brush, take a bath, sleep.. That's all I do in our house.. Other than that, I go to school, study, talk to my friends, and go home.. I don't go out a lot anymore.. That's the life that I have right now.. *sigh* I don't know what I'm doing in my life.. All I know is that I'm happy with my fandoms.. All I know is that I'm happy.. I'm happy.. or am I??

Having these fandoms made me so happy about my life.. Whenever I'm sad, I just listen to them and watch them, and I'll be all smiley-smiley again.. I know that it also makes me sad at times, but it'll be replaced by this feeling.. A strong feeling of longing and hope that I haven't felt for a long time.. Some people might say that I'm such a shallow person, but it's true.. I love them.. I even cry for them, with them.. I don't want to lose this feeling of "love".. I'm afraid.. afraid of losing it.. What if one day I forget?? What if one day..

Last year has been very remarkable for me.. So many things.. So many changes happened in my life!! THEY have changed my life.. THEY turned it around.. I met so many people, and listened to many stories.. I've cried and laughed, hoped and wished, and hurt, but I don't regret anything that I've done to be here now..

NewS, Kusano, and Uchi's return made my year 2006.. And again, I have this hope.. JIN WILL BE BACK.. I'm still waiting.. We're all waiting.. I hope that 2007 will be a great year.. A Jr group will debut.. Jin will be back in March.. Uchi and Kusano..

I don't know why I can't be myself when I'm with some of my so-called friends.. *sigh* It hurts so much that I can't express how I truly feel when I'm with them.. It's like I'm ashamed to be myself.. to show who I really am.. to let them know what I am like..

Having those 5 and 2 friends means A LOT.. I want to thank them for being able to bear with me.. I want to continue this friendship..

I am happy.. I am glad that I have THEM, my friends, JE, and my fandoms, with me..

I don't want to lose everything.. I don't want to lose this feeling.. I don't want to lose this friendship.. I don't want to give up..

I'M AFRAID..

HYD2 = Toma = <3 xDDD

Mom just left for Sri Lanka.. I'll miss her..